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Valentine's Day MOOD. :)

2012-02-13T02:41:00.000-08:00

When everyone seems so busy planning their Valentine's Surprises and plans for dinner and what-so-ever..

Well, here I am Spent two hours watching Ryan Higa's "TEEHEE's" Videos. Wasn't able to finish my 'things-to-do-today', but 'twas worth it though.

Whew!
- For those who are expecting to receive flowers and chocolates from their
special ♥, GOODLUCK to you, wait and expect and stay In-♥ OR you may end up breaking your heart. :)

I may not feel the spirit of ♥'s Day this time of the year, but I'll surely make sometime when I found the true ♥ of mine.

'til then bloggers! See y'all tomorrow! Happy ♥'s Day! TEEHEE!

Welcomes you to CEBU City!

2012-01-22T22:34:00.000-08:00

January 15, 2012.

DAY 1.

Left Zamboanga International Airport at 9:25AM and Arrived Cebu Mactan International Airport at 10:25AM via Cebu Pacific Airline.

Upon arriving Cebu City, we proceed to the mall and..

Bought our ♥ Sinulog Shirt at the Islands Souvenirs.

I was with my Classmates in High School;

Leo, Saida, Shara, Shieka, Joyce, Me, John and my Sister Suyen.

(From Left to right then center)

Here's our group picture while stopping the other Sinulog Float just for us to have a nice shot with the float! We really had fun hiding from the guards just to get into the highlight of the parade!

After a long. long. long walk, just to follow the street dancing, we finally had a rest and ate at the corner of the street. We ate Tempura and Hotdog and drink a bottle of water.

Done with the eating! Of course, I don'wanna waste my 3Days vacation in Cebu that's why we proceed with our "Pasyalan"!

In the picture, we were in the Entrance of Waterfront Hotel and Casino, Cebu City.

After a long tiring day, well it's time for us to chill @ Pipeline.

A place covered by the Sinulog Music and surrounded by people who still has the Sinulog Mood!

January 16, 2012

DAY 2.

You see me? That's the best shot I got! haha!

Experiencing Cebu Zipline with 400 meters long! Whoooo!

Hunger Strikes after Screaming and heart's pumping very fast because of the Zipline.

Ordered ALBERTO's Pizza! =)

At Night...

Videoke time! Singing Diva, occupied room 12.

Now. A dancing queens and dancing kings at MO2.

January 17, 2012

DAY 3.

The famous Magellan Cross!

At the Taoist Temple.

Didn't get the chance to look at the inner beauty of the place, but at least we still got the chance to roam around the place. =)

At the TOPPs.

View from the Topps! =)

Let's get high!

See the splendid full view of Cebu City at Night!

It was really refreshing, fresh air and cold breeze!

Got the chance to wish and ring the bell!

Tourist coming all the way to Cebu, shouldn't miss the

Crown Regency's Skywalk Extreme!

Well, all I can say is.. I survived! Got the certificate for the proof!

Last night in Cebu City, played cards with friends and of course for the last time ordered Albertos! =) Yummy!

Before, I exit Cebu. I wanna experience the Yello Cab and the Jeep! So, I decided an hour before my departure I tried "sa lugar lang" and "bayad oh". haha!

Now, time to say "bye-bye" Cebu City!

11.11.11. DREAM.

2011-11-11T01:15:00.000-08:00

Early this Morning I dreamt about..

Fighting for my love to a guy.

His mom is against our relationship and we're trying to fight for our love for each other! haha!

The guy's face was not that clear so I didn't know who is he. But I'm hoping it won't happen for real 'coz I don't want somebody to love who's his parent's is against us. =)

Not a Chance?

2011-10-10T23:20:00.000-07:00

Will I never get the chance to get what I really wanted to happen in my Life?

I think most of us do wake in our bed, lying helpless and just thinking and dreaming of something we really want to happened with our lives. .

And that dream will be like.. A prince charming will come into your way and says "I love you"! and "Will you be mine forever?" Most of girls do dream of that. . MOST.

But for some of us who are career oriented and has so much plans in line, we wake in the morning dreaming of things such as..

I will be a famous inventor like "Steve Jobs" who made APPLE a GOD to some of people who praise gadgets!

We all want to be remembered by someone or by everyone else. I won't hesitate, I do too! Everybody does!

Now.. Let me talk about what I always dream about of what I really want to happen in my precious Life..

Of course, I wanted to be different. That is why I dreamt before of not taking the same Career that every highschool filipinos take when they graduate from highschool, and that is NURSING.

Because of dreaming to be different, I did actually happen to be different among others.. I studied abroad---Malaysia.

The Second thing that I always dream is to be a PIONEER. Anything. As long as it is good. I want every human being will praise me of what I really did so great.

Third, I wanted to be an extraordinary lady who will be a good example to every youth, a leader that will make lives meaningful.

And fourth, I always catch myself from dreaming of pursuing my studies in Uk, London...... :(

You see it right --- Sad Face Smiley.. What's with it?,.

The only dream that really happened for real is the No. 1 dream I had.. And the following dreams of mine.. I am starting to lose hope from getting it or making it REAL.

I used to be the lady who's always on the positive side of life, but when I come to think of the possibilities there's just no way I can get it. Will I ever get what I dreamt for???

The only thing that will POP into my mind is.. I don't think so. Why I think of not getting the dream that truly want.

The only thing I have now is GOD. and will always ask for MIRACLE.

And I will always believe that if you truly want something 'YOU WILL GET IT. YOU WILL', IN TIME, Everything has a purpose and Toni Gonzaga quoted "There are NO badluck, THERE'S JUST DELAYED SUCCESS".

One More Time in Malaysia.

2011-06-22T04:57:00.000-07:00

It was May 11, 2011. I flew to Manila City, hoping to have a blast during my Two weeks Vacation.

A week in Kota Kinabalu.

A week in Kuala Lumpur.

It's just so nice to be BACK Home., I call Malaysia my home too.

I learnt everything from scratch to something worth experiencing!

I learn how:

cook.

wash plates.

wash clothes.

clean the house.

And..

Do the Marketing. :)

It was nice seeing my College Mates with their Collars and Suit cases.

Take Note: They're WORKING already!

The advantage was: They treat all the time. And it's nice laughing and hearing their jokes again.

The disadvantage was: It was so hard to make an appointment with them, 'cause they are all busy with their work!

BUT. That's the Time I felt I am special to them.

Though they are busy like hell, they still made time JUST TO SEE ME.

I am Glad and Delighted.

As well, I did see the place that I call my own. The apartment 3333. A very memorable home, a place where I experience what the students experience during College days.

The house still the same but looks a little bit different when I was still the one who's taking care of it. Doesn't mean I am so much cleaner than the one staying at home, but it's just that the house needs renovation. It needs intensive attention on the "bulok" part of the house. haha!

The Place.

Deeply Glad. A bit emotional. I did see myself a few years back when I was still studying in college. The times which you felt very home sick and you got no one to talk to. But then.. STILL.. I just said.. "I did it!".. A job well done. I did a great job! haha!

It's just so nice to look back on the times when you were still struggling in Life.

And seeing how successful I am after deciding to study in Malaysia. =)

Oooh no. having a baaad feeling about this.. Suuuperduper unsure.

2011-03-22T07:46:00.000-07:00

"Oooh no. having a baaad feeling about this.. Suuuperduper unsure."

It is sad to know that you are having a hard time knowing yourself better.

Sometimes after work, you'll see yourself in the taxi waiting for you to arrive home.

But those minutes of waiting in a car, with no one, got nothing to do, you'll caught yourself

doing re-cap on how you manage your day. Like how did you react on this, how made you do this into this and that.

And then..

YOU.

After you did what you think was right, suddenly....

OH no.

You start questioning yourself.

Why did I react like that.

Why did I do that.

How did I miss that.

Why did I say that...

UNTIL..

You start feeling sooooo doooowwn, that if you only have the power to turn back time

or to be able to have the time machine, you would.

YOU would change that.. And make it right..

TO be honest, I was on my way home after a loooong busy day at work.

d.r.i.v.i.n.g and d.r.i.v.i.n.g

Because I was too busy

and everyone at work is depending on me to do the decision making from the simplest to the hardest problem,

I was pressured.

As well, afraid..

AFRAID that if I make decision is it the right one or the best or even

the only thing that I should do to make things right at work.

And due to so much stress and pressure,

I just see myself scolding people,

acting somebody who I don't know,

like an angel who suddenly realize how evil she was.

"I don't know who I am."

This phrase, is short but I mean it a LOT.

I no longer know myself.

I don't know anything. And I hear people complaining on the way I

Talk.

and

React.

and now I am miserable.

I don't pray 'cause there's a feeling inside me that I don't understand.

I used to scold people. B'coz I know it would make things more easier.

Jealous. I can't help. I feel people are stealing something very important to me.

Over-reacting. I panic a lot.

And theeeeese things. Makes me Soooo Unsure of who I am Now.

TADA!

2011-03-01T19:45:00.000-08:00

TADA!

Too SOON right?.. Just lastnight I was showering you with information about my life so far.

And Now, because I'm not so occupied I will tell you more of what my brain is trying to instruct my entire body.

So, here it goes.

(If there's any people reading this.. Aregato! Terimah Kasih! Salamat! OR in General Thank you! For making spending some time or wasting your time just to read my BLOG! Yeay!)

I do actually want to only share this with you. I'll be travelling soon, I will be going to Zamboanga City. And for the first time the purpose of this travel is not to go on a vacation or to do some school activities.

But this time.. It's going to be a BUSINESS TRIP!! yea! You heard it right!

Firstly, Mom asked me to train how and what would be the daily Operations of Chooks to Go (A store that sell Roast Chicken). We just recently franchise to bring it to our hometown--Bongao, Tawi-Tawi. And because Mom need someone to learn all the cooking and running the business she chose me! Chose me not because I'm the best, but because I'm the only person who is available to do the training. haha!

Second. I decided to go so I can sign-up and be a member of the fast Networking Business here in the Philippines. It is called P.C or Personal Collection. It would be a great opportunity to start 'cause I will be the first member of PC who'll have all the access and the chance to distribute their products in Bongao.

Third. Is to.. I may call it Mom's and atch's Errands. Yep.

I'll be leaving on the 5th of March and be back after a week on the 13th March.

Wish to have a Safe and Successful Business trip!

Post it!

2011-03-01T07:01:00.000-08:00

How are you?!

Who Me? Or him? her? Them?!

Oh well.. enough with who, blah. blah. blah.

Whoever are you reading this post now, hello! Apa Kkhabar? Kamusta?...

If you were to ask me... My answer would be.. "I'm Great!!"

And I'll start telling you about my life since I stopped blogging.. And so, here it is!

"I'm keeping myself busy by printing t-shirts with my own design and.. Actually searched for the details how to do it. Thankfully, YouTube rescued me! I spent 24hours learning the texhniques and ideas on how to print t-shirt without messing the whole shirt."

"Then, I do have my own Mini table in my Mom's Office! Because of that I decided not to work abroad. Where else I can have that Mini table but only here.. Here around my my mom's Office. haha! It's kinda simple to hear but it only prove that simple things makes me happy and satisfy me."

"And Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I do have 2 Motorcycle with me, I named the scooter "ScooBien", actually dad was the one who thought of that name. haha! Then the other one I named it Rocky, 'cause it looks really cool and whenever I drive Rocky I feel like I'm a gangsta! haha!"

"I know it doesn't sound like me, but yeah. I'm being honest.. This time.. That... I'm one of Ryan Higa's a.k.a nigahiga Fan. How? I accidentally clicked his video then I never stopped searching for more of his Videos.. Until I noticed myself updating my YouTube and MySpace account and add ONLY Ryan Higa... And you know me, I don't usually or Daily check two accounts until I met Ryan Higa. I may say he's the love of my life for now. haha! He inspires me and in a way help me to be more positive in whatever will I be doing."

"I'm thinking of creating a design theme: Ryan Higa with a TEEHEEE on it. haha!

D.O.N.E with the updates. I'll get back to you again as soon as I can! =) TEEHEE!

Questioning me.

2011-01-28T17:43:00.000-08:00

Questioning Why act like this?

KNOW me. STUDY me.

Then..

You'll know.

And if you still don't, try HELPING me, instead of fighting with me.

2011-01-28T17:32:00.000-08:00

Getting unsure of myself.

I have to be away.

So, I can have my way.

My future must have stored extra special nice for me.

So, the sacrifices and hard-work won't be waste.

I wanna write.

I have good thoughts,

but doesn't have the skill.

I always wanna read.

Because in that way I live in a different life of the world.

And disappear in a moment of my world's reality.

Travelling is a hope for you to see the best side of the world.

Travel is better than to arrive.

'cause during travel there are many things that will be discovered and to be learnt.

When I travel, I always see the other side of myself.

2011-01-26T23:32:00.000-08:00

I always wanted to court a Guy.

Wanna know how effective flowers and Chocolates

can be! =)

I am the BOSS..

2011-01-26T22:47:00.000-08:00

When I was in Middle School whenever I dine in a restaurant, roam around the park, window shopping and just a little going in and out of a Mall.. They always address their customer as "MAAM".

I HATE IT... before!

But NOW, I LOVE IT..

Why? Please ask w.h.y.

Simply because.

I can feel I am the BOSS.

Especially in WORK.

I appreaciate the word "Maam" because there's a thing.

I dictate and they do the work.

Just sit. Relax. JUST be WISE and SMART. Decide.

Then you earn more!

Madam. Would be fine too. haha!

Quick thoughts:

2011-01-26T22:22:00.000-08:00

Every Night I rest in my Bed,

there's always a moment that a thought strike into my mind and amazes me.

In a way I am inspired and eager to keep doing what I love.

> It's easy to make plans, BUT

it's hard to make plans in action.

>Who made the Five (5) second Rule?

1.2.3.4.5

> First impression is not always TRUE,

but it's the thing that always last.

> From a song:

You're FREE, to do what you wanna do.

You gotta live you life!

Dear GOD.

2011-01-26T22:17:00.000-08:00

Dear God,

Please help me find the stairway to heaven?

I don' wanna spend the rest of my life doing bullshit.

Dear God,

I'm begging you to please help me hit the jackpot prize in the lottery. So I can help many lives and also mine.

I promise not to use the money to visit hollywood and be a star.

Somewhere..

2011-01-26T22:11:00.001-08:00

I need to be in a place, where I can FIX myself

and pick-up th pieces I lost in a place where

I once broke.

2010-10-27T08:23:00.000-07:00

" I just voted. After 20 years of existence, I had an edible ink on my finger."

October 25, 2010

"LOVE is looking for me. And I keep on Hiding from it! Cupids, hit your Arrows to someone who's looking for your Great gift called Love! AWAY!

Wearing love-proof vest! whew."

October 23, 2020

2010-10-16T22:37:00.000-07:00

Be optimistic. Everything happens for a reason. Just believe and you'll get it. Do things as soon as you can, so in the end you won't regret.

Some things about me.

2010-09-25T07:22:00.000-07:00

I'm a kind of a person who wants to do everything I'm really interested with as-soon-as-possible.

People may think how "I always want to do this and that" but it is just because I find LIFE really short and there are lots of interesting things that need to be explored and to enjoy. Like TRAVELING, I do also believe that people will only get the chance to live ONCE, so I want to grab and take the opportunity to see the WORLD.

I just don't wanna stuck in a place that I always see everyday. Though, I have some perceptions like that, but at the end of the day there are still things that I really wish to be with everyday of my life. Which is my FAMILY.

I like to do the impossible things and the very difficult things, but only those GOOD things. I am NOT GOOD at everything. I'm NOT a LISTENER to tell you the truth but it doesn't mean that I don't want to listen it's just that I'm just having a hard time in doing.

So, if you got upset with my actions please understand. I am not good at memorizing. Hates to be in a class but love to learn and understand things in life!

You will find me VERY HARD TO READ and HARD TO UNDERSTAND. 'cause I usually change plans and do something new again. Those are some small things about me!

I am LOST.

2010-09-21T09:30:00.000-07:00

I am Lost.
Even when I know where's my way home.

I am Lost.
Even when I know where to go.

I am Lost.
Even I know what I want.

I am Lost.
Even I know myself.

I am Lost.
Even when I planned everything in my Life.

I AM LOST.

I have been SEARCHING for something that I don't even know what it is.
TRYING to know what the feeling I always feel inside of me.

Lucky the Blind person is. Though they cannot see, but they still know Brightness.
They are not lost, even all they see is DARKNESS.

I am Lost.
Maybe because there's X person who's trying to be with me and to explain to me all the things
I see. I feel. I do.

And NOW. I don't even know what I am trying to do.

FOREVER LOST.

The whole ME is HURT.

2010-09-21T09:11:00.000-07:00

‎*Heart is in pain.

I thought they knew me more than anyone else.
But...
I was WRONG.
...
This is me, I have to be REAL. So accept who I am.

Honestly speaking, I am deeply hurt.
I never thought they will be the person who'll put me in this situation.

A situation that I am so unsure with all the things I DO.
A situation that I have to choose between pleasing them or my whole PERSONALITY.

Yes. I do admit that I had my own issues. Issues with myself which is being moody only because I don't feel telling it to people, even to my closest individuals. Yes. I like to keep it with me. And chose to be silent.

YES. I am like this. And this is me. Accept me for who I am.

Now. I am forced to change the person that I used to be. You won. I chose all of you, I did this to make you happy, but I AM NOT.

You only think and Judge me through my outlook, but can I ask you? Have you ever ask me? Or even try to understand why I act like this?

No. No. No. You. All of you NEVER did try to understand me. You only. And always, thinking of yourself, of what you feel.

Thank you. For what you did.

And I am now hopeless. Decided to be apart from you all. A best way to put this my-attitude-doesn't-fit-all-of-you issue is to be away.

Away.

Away.

Yes. I know. Running away from your problem is not the best way to do, but Running away from your problems is the best thing to do when.. YOU KNOW YOU DID EVERYTHING TO SOLVE THE PROBLEM BUT STILL IT DIDN'T WORK.

I am going to find a way to not put myself in a situation AGAIN that even I, my own self doesn't know who I am.

I am.. gonna be away to find what I have lost in ME.

2010-09-05T06:10:00.000-07:00

A wonderful night for dancing and singing!

I don't care if it is Sunday, all I care is, it's time to groove. lalallalalalalalala!!

Music is playing in my mind, body's starting to dance the beat in my heart..

Let's Get it on!

Incase of "changes in holiday plans"

2010-07-17T01:20:00.000-07:00

Ahm. Because of the unexpected happenings, I fixed my mind to change the whole itinerary of my upcoming holiday. Don't worry, I'm not disappointed actually I'm getting really excited. haha! Wanna know what are my plans?

MAY
13- Make myself busy recollecting past and achievements. Eat a lot of junk foods.
14- Wake up very-very late. If possible enjoy the rest of the day sleeping.
15- Shopping? maybe. If my mom send me my allowance. hoho.
16- General Cleaning in the house. Kill rats and cockroaches.
17- Grocery time. A lot of foods.
18- Go to 1 Borneo window shopping.
19- Part-time Job. Hopefully. MONEY.
20- Do tentative plans for the activities of Student council in the college.
21- Continue my school work. Do proposals.
22- Go for a night walk with friends.
23- Watch movies as many as I can afford. haha.
24- Go Island hopping.
25- Girls' Day out!
26- Day Dreaming. toink.
27- Practice cooking.
28- Clean my cabinet. Get rid of the 'cannot use anymore' clothes.
29- Fetch my sister from the airport.
30- Preparing for the Orientation Week.
31- Go to the beach and do soul searching.

* Probably 'll do a lot of soul searching! Duh! haha.
* Enjoy the rest of my stay here in KOta Kinabalu, Malaysia.
Wish me LUCK! yo! yo!

Note: Written last 6 May, 2009 @ 11:44am.

The meaning of my name.

2010-07-17T01:18:00.000-07:00

S : You are very broad-minded.
U : You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
E : You are a very exciting person.
- :
B : You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
I : You are always smiling and making others smile.
E : You are a very exciting person.
N : You like to work, but you always want a break.

You are very broad-minded. You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards. You are a very exciting person. You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people. You are always smiling and making others smile. You like to work, but you always want a break.

Tambien is Flying! .... To Singapore.

2010-07-17T01:13:00.000-07:00

Tambien is Flying to a place that is amazing!

Done with the packing. I'm just waiting.

Getting sooo excited and can't stop from smiling!

Last two months ago I was just sitting, thinking of what to write in the checklist

and I ended up with these!

CHECKLIST:

- Passport
- Return tickets
- Itineraries
- Money
- Exchange Rates
- Leisure
- Shopping
- Hop-in, Hop-on.

BUT.. Oops. One thing is important time to tell mommy and daddy, about the thing about 'flying'.
They never knew I'm going that's why I have to tell them 'cause lying is a bad thing.

Birth date is coming, and a gift must be given. A simple traveling gift is precious and so I'm going!

Before another chapter of this life will come to an ending, I must have something to award myself from a job-well-done.

AND so now.. I'm about to watch, learn and experience the new chapter of the 'life adventure of Tambien, I'm wishing you'll be there cheering!..

Note: Written on 6th May, 2010 @ Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

Love can never apart us

2010-01-13T05:56:00.000-08:00

I read a book entitled Sundays at Tiffany's.

There was a quote that caught a thought in my mind, that says "Love can never apart us".

Which is true for me. Wherever you go whatever you do if you love someone -- your Family, Friends or someone special-- means there's no such thing as goodbye, as long as love is in the air and deeply carved inside your heart you won't be separated.

Love can make every thing in the WORLD alive. Whether you are bad or good, rich or poor, real or imaginary and whether you are dead or alive.

New Year's Resolution.

2009-12-24T20:10:00.000-08:00

> Learn to ACCEPT and don't be DISAPPOINTED easily.

Whatever opportunity comes grab it, try to WIN it. But Don't be so Ambitious that you'll end up greedy and asking for more. What ever is in the table be it, be contented. Once you reached it, be thankful and enjoy the happiness and the triumph. If you lose. Accept it, move on and find something else more in to you, something interests you.

> Learn to be CONTENTED.

What ever is in the table be it, be contented. Do not ask for something that is way beyond your imagination and out reach of hand. Whatever ALLAH give you accept it and be thankful, cause if you do so the more you will get. If you really want more, pray for it and one step at a time try to achieve and learn along the way.

> Go with the FLOW.

Do not always try to be different and excel too much with the others. Once you're up there, for sure you won't be happy 'cause you are alone.

> Learn to APPRECIATE little things.

Appreciate the little things happening in your life.

> Lastly, Live. Laugh. Love.

LIVE. Be in the present, Nevermind the past. Plan for the future but still enjoy and always live in the Present Time.

It's Christmas Day!

2009-12-24T20:01:00.000-08:00

Aww. This time of season I do always wish to be in one place. That place is Ilo-Ilo City Philippines. It is the only place that I truly feel the spirit of Christmas. A time for giving, loving and Family gathering.

Now, I'm in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. Alone. Celebrating by myself. Last night I slept at 12.45am. When the clock strikes at 12 Midnight I heard people from the neighboring apartments, shouting "yangseeeeenngggg!" (I think - hope I heard it right, correct if Im wrong). nyayls!

I checked my watch then it's Christmas EVE! I greeted my Christian friends in my phonebook. I felt an excitement but it suddenly went away. I thought. "Yes! It's Christmas" but no celebration for me. I can't feel the spirit of Christmas. Then wished. Hope on New Year, even though I'm not with my family, I'll find happiness and peace within ME.

Just a quick thought.

2009-12-24T19:51:00.000-08:00

Actually..

I do have some sort of feelings now. A feeling of sadness and eagerness.

Sadness.

I feel so left alone. I think and I'm pretty sure this time around where people are in the Celebratory mood no one even remembers me. I cried. I felt like I'm trapped and locked in some place that I don't even know.

But then. I thought. It's my fault. Why? Because I was the one who decided to be adventurous and to travel and study abroad. So, people got used to me, leaving and always nowhere at there sides.

Eagerness.

Though I felt sadness there's also the feeling of eagerness. Eagerness to strive hard and be really a successful person. I know when I am able to reach my goals I will be able to go back to my place and as mush as I can I will be around the people who are important to me. In that way I won't be forgotten and so I'm always around them!

Whatever. That's just a quick thought came up from my mind today. haha! xoxo!

2009-12-12T03:22:00.000-08:00

Put a smile on your face instead of Make-up,

Carry Love & Respect with you, instead of expensive brands like Prada,

Secure your life w/ Prayers, better than paying Life insurance.

Make your life more Valuable, if you don't want it to be a trash in the end.

Live life as if you're dying, so you'll know how to live! :>

Holiday Drama.

2009-12-12T03:21:00.000-08:00

Almost every people I know are looking forward to a wonderful december Break.

I can see happy faces whenever they tell me about their Christmas vacation.

With all the excitement in their voice, the glimpse in their eyes when they say the word 'xmas and New Year'!

Instead of being JEALOUS, all I can say is

"Hintay lang,... BABAWI din ako Next Year". haha!

My daily thoughts.

2009-12-12T03:12:00.000-08:00

Monday:

Accepting the fact that I can never bring back the old times and that everyone is meant to say 'Goodbye', including me.

Tuesday:

eyes closed. mind at peace. relaxed. stress free. dreaming. As if I'm at the beach sitting and enjoying the beautiful sunset.

Wednesday:

Do not always trust the 'Good Looking people'. 'cause sometimes behind those faces will only make tears flow from your eyes.

Mother Instinct.

2009-08-19T18:00:00.000-07:00

Woke up this morning at 6:38 am, heard my phone-- ringing.
When I checked it, mama is calling.

She said, she just wanna know if I were fine.
I didn't even told her what my problem was.

We talked. I cried. and felt better.

Listening to her warm voice and inspired by the words of wisdom.

After all the heartaches. Trials. I feel so so fine after I told everything to my mama.

She knows what I'm, going through without even telling her anything.

Feed your FISH.

2009-07-30T16:53:00.000-07:00

Not long ago, I went to GAYA street---- Sunday market in KK city---.
I was planning to buy fish as a pet.
walking. walking. walking.
Looking. Looking. Looking.

Then.....

I saw Mr. Johary--the international Exco before in our college. He's actually one of my closest staff in school. He was there! And together with his friend they're selling fish as their business, and he found out that I was about to buy my own fish.......

I already bought everything for my Fish (aquarium and food) but still looking for the lucky pet. Then there's this Angel fish that Mr. Joe gave me-- 2 Angel Fishes. Was so happy then went home immediately.

After 2 weeks. Fish Died. :( don't know why)

Went back to GAYA again to buy another pair of fish. Then same thing I saw Mr. Joe and gave me AGAIN another pair of fish but this time not the Angel Fish but the little little fish one. haha!

After 2 weeks. Fish Died AGAIN.

Oh MAN! I just thought that I'm not good at taking care of pets. Because even my plant was dying! Instead of getting green leaves it has super yellow leaves! hmmp!

To those who have pets like FISH make sure to FEED them.
FEED them properly. Do not over FED or don't make them super hungry. 'Cause that's what I did. :(

RAIN.

2009-07-29T16:56:00.000-07:00

I woke up early this morning to have an early morning JOG. But Damn! It rained!

Said 'YES'! Better go back to my smoothy inviting bed and hug my mucho fatty pillow!

Haha! Then! pooof! Change my mind. Don't want to go back to sleep, getting fed-up by the things need to do this day.

Good thing! MR. Jaime my savior. He's present today! haha! Got NET at home tuloy. So instead of going back to sleep I surf the net, post my pictures in Facebook, made some comments to my friends and thennn.. Here I am. in blogspot.com, writing some non-sense stuff about my morning distractions. hoho!

Wanna know what will I be doing this DAY??!!

Here's my Things to DO.

- Jog. -canceled. :(

- Go to CLASS.

- Promote "Prom NITE".

- Eat Lunch at home.

- Back to school.

- Conduct a meeting with Student Council

- Fun time at Growball.

- Do my Laundry

- Leisure time.

Well. well. well. Nothing's really interesting just one of my random days. :) peace out man!

My moment of time.

2009-07-22T06:51:00.000-07:00

Sitting at mcdo: Eating my medium french fries and applelicious pie, while enjoying reading some of my friends' blog posts. A better way on how to appreciate the moment of my time.

I'm actually searching for the perfect timing to start all over again.

* This was my last post in Facebook.

future holds.

2009-07-15T01:13:00.001-07:00

Don't know what will happen to me in the future. Anytime soon I will be finishing my Diploma. The last time we had a mock interview in the class there was one question that asks "Where will you be in 5 years time?" hmm. suddenly, I felt my heart beats like a drum and my mind seems like a phone without a memory card 'cause I don't know what and how to answer. I'm like a stone in there, finding words to say. But damn, none. I can't picture myself 5 years from now and that makes me sick! I don't what my future holds.

"Forever in the Twilight"

2009-07-14T21:12:00.000-07:00

Disco lights are on the air! Music will make you high!

Forever in the Twilight!

A romantic night for you and your friends!

LOOKING FOR SOMEONE TO BE MY COMPANION

2009-07-14T00:56:00.000-07:00

Words of poems playing in my mind, thinking of the words that will rhyme.
My head is starting to feel itchy, when suddenly I felt I am lonely.

Looking for someone to be my companion, but no one else to be my someone.
My heart is starting to cry, and feels that my life will turn to dry.

Living away with somebody, can’t stop thinking of them everyday.
This is the only way I can express that my heart feels sadness.

I wish I can be like superman, fly high like an airplane.
And so I could find that someone that will make my life will bloom again.
That my day will be fine again.

Fulfilling someone's wish.

2009-07-09T00:21:00.000-07:00

The inspiration of this note is the person who's with me for not so long but she has been a FRIEND through thick and thin, let's just call her under the name of "ideal ATE".

It was her birthday last night. For me to return the favor that she gave to me and for the rest of my friends in Malaysia, I suggested to organize a small wedding ceremony. A dream that she has been waiting for to come true. Of course it won't be possible enough without a groom, with the full support of her ever loving boyfriend everything was perfect.

She has been dreaming of getting married, and though it was not a real one, we were still able to fulfill one of her greatest wish in the world.

THE SHADOW

2009-07-05T23:33:00.000-07:00

I am walking alone in a solitary road

I am thinking about the feelings I felt.

Now I know that you’ll never be mine.

I will never get the chance to warp my arms around you

All my dreams for you will never be come true

Everything I have for you will be buried in my mind and in my heart.

From the start I already know the ending.

Fate brought me to you and destined to be your shadow.

But eventhough I will always be your light when everything turns dark.

I accept the fact that I was born to be your shadow follows you everywhere and loves you no matter what. You will never be alone as long as I’m here.

After all the chaos that love has brought me

I’m still hoping that you’ll recognize that the soul of the shadow that kept on loving you unconditionally is ME.

neibues

Valentine's Day MOOD. :)

Welcomes you to CEBU City!

11.11.11. DREAM.

Not a Chance?

One More Time in Malaysia.

Oooh no. having a baaad feeling about this.. Suuuperduper unsure.

TADA!

Post it!

Questioning me.

I am the BOSS..

Quick thoughts:

Dear GOD.

Somewhere..

" I just voted. After 20 years of existence, I had an edible ink on my finger."

Wearing love-proof vest! whew."

Some things about me.

I am LOST.

The whole ME is HURT.

‎*Heart is in pain.I thought they knew me more than anyone else.But...I was WRONG....This is me, I have to be REAL. So accept who I am.

Incase of "changes in holiday plans"

The meaning of my name.

Tambien is Flying! .... To Singapore.

Love can never apart us

New Year's Resolution.

It's Christmas Day!

Just a quick thought.

Put a smile on your face instead of Make-up,

Carry Love & Respect with you, instead of expensive brands like Prada,

Secure your life w/ Prayers, better than paying Life insurance.

Make your life more Valuable, if you don't want it to be a trash in the end.

Live life as if you're dying, so you'll know how to live! :>

Holiday Drama.

Almost every people I know are looking forward to a wonderful december Break.

I can see happy faces whenever they tell me about their Christmas vacation.

With all the excitement in their voice, the glimpse in their eyes when they say the word 'xmas and New Year'!

Instead of being JEALOUS, all I can say is

"Hintay lang,... BABAWI din ako Next Year". haha!

My daily thoughts.

Accepting the fact that I can never bring back the old times and that everyone is meant to say 'Goodbye', including me.

eyes closed. mind at peace. relaxed. stress free. dreaming. As if I'm at the beach sitting and enjoying the beautiful sunset.

Do not always trust the 'Good Looking people'. 'cause sometimes behind those faces will only make tears flow from your eyes.

Mother Instinct.

Feed your FISH.

RAIN.

My moment of time.

Sitting at mcdo: Eating my medium french fries and applelicious pie, while enjoying reading some of my friends' blog posts. A better way on how to appreciate the moment of my time.

I'm actually searching for the perfect timing to start all over again.

future holds.

"Forever in the Twilight"

LOOKING FOR SOMEONE TO BE MY COMPANION

Fulfilling someone's wish.

THE SHADOW

‎*Heart is in pain.

I thought they knew me more than anyone else.
But...
I was WRONG.
...
This is me, I have to be REAL. So accept who I am.