July 9, 2009
Fulfilling someone's wish.
The inspiration of this note is the person who's with me for not so long but she has been a FRIEND through thick and thin, let's just call her under the name of "ideal ATE".
It was her birthday last night. For me to return the favor that she gave to me and for the rest of my friends in Malaysia, I suggested to organize a small wedding ceremony. A dream that she has been waiting for to come true. Of course it won't be possible enough without a groom, with the full support of her ever loving boyfriend everything was perfect.
She has been dreaming of getting married, and though it was not a real one, we were still able to fulfill one of her greatest wish in the world.
July 5, 2009
THE SHADOW
I am walking alone in a solitary road
I am thinking about the feelings I felt.
Now I know that you’ll never be mine.
I will never get the chance to warp my arms around you
All my dreams for you will never be come true
Everything I have for you will be buried in my mind and in my heart.
From the start I already know the ending.
Fate brought me to you and destined to be your shadow.
But eventhough I will always be your light when everything turns dark.
I accept the fact that I was born to be your shadow follows you everywhere and loves you no matter what. You will never be alone as long as I’m here.
After all the chaos that love has brought me
I’m still hoping that you’ll recognize that the soul of the shadow that kept on loving you unconditionally is ME.