New Year's Resolution.

> Learn to ACCEPT and don't be DISAPPOINTED easily.

Whatever opportunity comes grab it, try to WIN it. But Don't be so Ambitious that you'll end up greedy and asking for more. What ever is in the table be it, be contented. Once you reached it, be thankful and enjoy the happiness and the triumph. If you lose. Accept it, move on and find something else more in to you, something interests you.

> Learn to be CONTENTED.

What ever is in the table be it, be contented. Do not ask for something that is way beyond your imagination and out reach of hand. Whatever ALLAH give you accept it and be thankful, cause if you do so the more you will get. If you really want more, pray for it and one step at a time try to achieve and learn along the way.

> Go with the FLOW.

Do not always try to be different and excel too much with the others. Once you're up there, for sure you won't be happy 'cause you are alone.

> Learn to APPRECIATE little things.

Appreciate the little things happening in your life.

> Lastly, Live. Laugh. Love.

LIVE. Be in the present, Nevermind the past. Plan for the future but still enjoy and always live in the Present Time.

It's Christmas Day!

Aww. This time of season I do always wish to be in one place. That place is Ilo-Ilo City Philippines. It is the only place that I truly feel the spirit of Christmas. A time for giving, loving and Family gathering.

Now, I'm in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. Alone. Celebrating by myself. Last night I slept at 12.45am. When the clock strikes at 12 Midnight I heard people from the neighboring apartments, shouting "yangseeeeenngggg!" (I think - hope I heard it right, correct if Im wrong). nyayls!

I checked my watch then it's Christmas EVE! I greeted my Christian friends in my phonebook. I felt an excitement but it suddenly went away. I thought. "Yes! It's Christmas" but no celebration for me. I can't feel the spirit of Christmas. Then wished. Hope on New Year, even though I'm not with my family, I'll find happiness and peace within ME.

Just a quick thought.

Actually..

I do have some sort of feelings now. A feeling of sadness and eagerness.

Sadness.

I feel so left alone. I think and I'm pretty sure this time around where people are in the Celebratory mood no one even remembers me. I cried. I felt like I'm trapped and locked in some place that I don't even know.

But then. I thought. It's my fault. Why? Because I was the one who decided to be adventurous and to travel and study abroad. So, people got used to me, leaving and always nowhere at there sides.

Eagerness.

Though I felt sadness there's also the feeling of eagerness. Eagerness to strive hard and be really a successful person. I know when I am able to reach my goals I will be able to go back to my place and as mush as I can I will be around the people who are important to me. In that way I won't be forgotten and so I'm always around them!

Whatever. That's just a quick thought came up from my mind today. haha! xoxo!