January 28, 2011

Questioning me.


Questioning Why act like this?

KNOW me. STUDY me.

Then..
You'll know.

And if you still don't, try HELPING me, instead of fighting with me.

Getting unsure of myself.
I have to be away.
So, I can have my way.

My future must have stored extra special nice for me.
So, the sacrifices and hard-work won't be waste.

I wanna write.
I have good thoughts,
but doesn't have the skill.

I always wanna read.
Because in that way I live in a different life of the world.
And disappear in a moment of my world's reality.

Travelling is a hope for you to see the best side of the world.
Travel is better than to arrive.
'cause during travel there are many things that will be discovered and to be learnt.
When I travel, I always see the other side of myself.

January 26, 2011

I always wanted to court a Guy.
Wanna know how effective flowers and Chocolates
can be! =)

I am the BOSS..

When I was in Middle School whenever I dine in a restaurant, roam around the park, window shopping and just a little going in and out of a Mall.. They always address their customer as "MAAM".

I HATE IT... before!

But NOW, I LOVE IT..

Why? Please ask w.h.y.

Simply because.

I can feel I am the BOSS.

Especially in WORK.

I appreaciate the word "Maam" because there's a thing.

I dictate and they do the work.

Just sit. Relax. JUST be WISE and SMART. Decide.

Then you earn more!

Madam. Would be fine too. haha!

Quick thoughts:

Every Night I rest in my Bed,
there's always a moment that a thought strike into my mind and amazes me.
In a way I am inspired and eager to keep doing what I love.

> It's easy to make plans, BUT
it's hard to make plans in action.

>Who made the Five (5) second Rule?
1.2.3.4.5

> First impression is not always TRUE,
but it's the thing that always last.

> From a song:
You're FREE, to do what you wanna do.
You gotta live you life!

Dear GOD.


Dear God,

Please help me find the stairway to heaven?
I don' wanna spend the rest of my life doing bullshit.

Dear God,

I'm begging you to please help me hit the jackpot prize in the lottery. So I can help many lives and also mine.
I promise not to use the money to visit hollywood and be a star.

Somewhere..


I need to be in a place, where I can FIX myself
and pick-up the pieces I lost in a place where
I once broke.