future holds.

Don't know what will happen to me in the future. Anytime soon I will be finishing my Diploma. The last time we had a mock interview in the class there was one question that asks "Where will you be in 5 years time?" hmm. suddenly, I felt my heart beats like a drum and my mind seems like a phone without a memory card 'cause I don't know what and how to answer. I'm like a stone in there, finding words to say. But damn, none. I can't picture myself 5 years from now and that makes me sick! I don't what my future holds.

"Forever in the Twilight"

Disco lights are on the air! Music will make you high!

Forever in the Twilight!

A romantic night for you and your friends!

LOOKING FOR SOMEONE TO BE MY COMPANION

Words of poems playing in my mind, thinking of the words that will rhyme.
My head is starting to feel itchy, when suddenly I felt I am lonely.


Looking for someone to be my companion, but no one else to be my someone.
My heart is starting to cry, and feels that my life will turn to dry.


Living away with somebody, can’t stop thinking of them everyday.
This is the only way I can express that my heart feels sadness.


I wish I can be like superman, fly high like an airplane.
And so I could find that someone that will make my life will bloom again.
That my day will be fine again.

Fulfilling someone's wish.

The inspiration of this note is the person who's with me for not so long but she has been a FRIEND through thick and thin, let's just call her under the name of "ideal ATE".

It was her birthday last night. For me to return the favor that she gave to me and for the rest of my friends in Malaysia, I suggested to organize a small wedding ceremony. A dream that she has been waiting for to come true. Of course it won't be possible enough without a groom, with the full support of her ever loving boyfriend everything was perfect.

She has been dreaming of getting married, and though it was not a real one, we were still able to fulfill one of her greatest wish in the world.

THE SHADOW

I am walking alone in a solitary road

I am thinking about the feelings I felt.

Now I know that you’ll never be mine.

I will never get the chance to warp my arms around you

All my dreams for you will never be come true

Everything I have for you will be buried in my mind and in my heart.

From the start I already know the ending.

Fate brought me to you and destined to be your shadow.

But eventhough I will always be your light when everything turns dark.

I accept the fact that I was born to be your shadow follows you everywhere and loves you no matter what. You will never be alone as long as I’m here.

After all the chaos that love has brought me

I’m still hoping that you’ll recognize that the soul of the shadow that kept on loving you unconditionally is ME.